| Crawl Spaces. |
[ September 22nd, 2008 | 11:29pm ] |
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Wow.. Its gone quiet.
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[ September 4th, 2008 | 9:12am ] |
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Going to be nonresponded for awhile as my senses are not top notch anymore and I'm not chancing it, so I'm going to be home. Hopefully my sinus's will clear in a couple days and I don't fall behind on too much things. It seems alot has gotten busy and slow at the same time..Odd, but it happens.
So for the small of you who know where I am, come visit so I can get you sick.
- Zexion
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| Limbo |
[ August 29th, 2008 | 1:14am ] |
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You know..Nothing has really been moving lately.
Not that it matters.. I happen to like the settlement that has fallen over the worlds..It finally looks like Xehanort has went back into hiding for awhile and just in time to take some time off work. We got busy for awhile due to the school year in Radiant Garden starting and vaccinations were in notice. Though that does mean October is getting closer and that includes Halloween~ I should go out to Halloween Town soon and see what the ghouls out there are cooking up for the date.
And along those lines sometime I'll probably go out and see Vexen, it's been awhile..Maybe Mar has finally moved out..That is doubtful.. Oh and I have to pop in at Traverse Town to see Saix..Yea, almost forgot about that.
I think its going to be dead like this for a very long while..
-Zexion
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[ August 16th, 2008 | 11:12pm ] |
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Is it true what they say, are we too blind to find a way? Fear of the unknown cloud our hearts, this sudden Darkness fills the air... Fear is withering the soul.
I found some time and went to speak with Xemnas. I found a little better then the other times but something still didn't seem right, I could've questioned the matter, but I didn't want to drag it on. I'm not going back to talk with Xehanort about it, he's starting to creep me out and thats not easy. He may not be the source of the Heartless, but he's using it pretty well and probably brings more everywhere he goes. I wonder if the Heartless were gone, would he go to? He is one of them. Between Xemnas and him, they need to get a story straight. I'm getting told that Xehnaort fought Terra, but how can he if Xemnas claims Terra as a Somebody? Aye..In the end , I had some things answered.. I guess I accomplished that at most..
After all it, I think I'll go track down Riku something has to be done about Xehanort and if he isn't going to listen to me then I'm pretty sure he'll listen to Riku. Well..I hope he'll won't be as hard headed with Riku, I'm sure there's still going to be a stubborn spot in there somewhere. After that though, I'm going to stop in at Traverse Town and see how Saix is settling.
I think thats it..Hasn't been much going on to speak about.
- Zexion
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[ August 5th, 2008 | 10:45pm ] |
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This music sounds so hollow in the empty Castle…
I sit and play across these piano keys and nothing comes but pouring rain. Rain, it drowns the white balconies and only leaves what is empty behind. The castle is Dark but a light is still leading outside, giving the castle hallow shadows that once were filled with the sound of voices. Every key sounds harder then the next, as if the music does not want to be heard here. Not means to be afraid of the Dark…But definitely fear what is in its depth. The light still gives hope for another tomorrow, another stormy night -- Another feeling of Darkness.
Consumed? Possibly. Illusion? Most likely.
Even though they are illusions, I will become a shadow, wandering the endless darkness. Your voice disappears in the noise, running across the earth stained black by the pain of being torn apart.
Therefore, I'll keep playing, playing until this melody ends.
Could you get me out of this cipher？
- Zexion
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| Getting down to Business |
[ July 30th, 2008 | 1:20am ] |
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Uhh..Well I'll make this short, cause well I have short battery life and I'd plug it in but Hardy har har I blew a fuse and the plugs aren't working right now..
So, I went and met with Minato for a snack at the Cafe after work a couple days ago. It was nice, it seems with a little here and there, he got off to a good start. A small push never hurt to give anyone and its good to see positive results. So I was glad to here his news and my time wasn't much of a waste. After, I went back to the castle and did some note work in the Lab. Vexen wasn't there..Which was a little surprising, but maybe he's got use to living back in his house. They were only short notes and I left them, cause it'd give something for Vexen to read when he gets back.
Went home and found out Ajax is sulking..We don't know the reason but I think it's Xigbar's fault. We're hoping that her stubborn attitude will wear off in the next couple of days and she'll come back to normal. I should try the pant theory and see if she's just being stubborn or if there is something wrong..Mm.. Though she's still eating, so thats a good sign.
I have to go see Marluxia and I know where to find him. He's not escaping me. Maybe I'll stop by tomorrow, if I don't run into something else I have to do.
- Zexion
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| A place to rest |
[ July 21st, 2008 | 2:20am ] |
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Oh, it has been busy…
I haven't seen so many people in one day and at different times. I went out to Twilight Town, to pick up and look at some stuff that Radiant Garden doesn't get and the first person I run into is Roxas. Though I don't think he likes me too much, somewhat just took the information I gave him and ran. I'm not even sure if it was important to him…That kid is so weird sometimes, I wish he had a different outlook on me. However, we sat down at the Cafe and got an unexpected visitor who decided to throw me into the neighbours table. No big damage, except for a broken table and a sore side but what ever happen to the good ol' days when people asked if they knew them? It was apologized for and the stranger called himself Vincent. I don't see how I'm a resemblance to anyone else…That’s rare to come by. Roxas didn't stay long and I really didn't expect him to, if there was no threat to Twilight Town, I doubt he cared if I was bleeding to a dark death.
After I spoke a little more with Vincent we parted and getting myself lost, I ended up finding Demyx and a partner in his performance. Her name was Michiru and she was a very polite woman with a strong music Talent. I believe this is why the performance was so grand when the two played. I enjoyed the two and never expected less for Demyx. It was good to see him again and he is happy with his decision of having his heart back, though I think Michiru knew something about the off balance between us three. Her face seemed to drift into that thought. I don't blame her cause we are and if she saw that then her senses are very well tuned. Herself, very pure. I tried not to stay long as the two of them we're doing pretty well by them and didn't need a Nobody there.
I finally got back on track and picked up the couple of things I needed but when I was about to leave, something else caught my nose. I ended up speaking to Riku on Sunset Hill for a bit. It was good to see how far he was holding out and see what he was up to. I'm glad he's doing well; I may not see him for a couple of weeks or even a month. I'll see him again; I usually do in the odd times.
Therefore, I actually stayed in Twilight Town longer then I expected, Xigbar probably wondered where I went, I only said a couple hours not a whole afternoon. Heh. Now it’s late and he's already in bed, so I should head there too. Oh then I should and get in contact with Minato about seeing him again in this World.
Ayeaye...Sleep is good right now.
- Zexion
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| Going down |
[ July 15th, 2008 | 1:11am ] |
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Urgh..
I fell out of bed the other night, not sure what in the right mind I was dreaming about as I hardly remember but I ended up on the floor. I was awake for a bit after that and I found out I wasn't alone. Not sure when, but Xigbar seemed to be up around like two in the morning. Something about that he couldn't sleep.. Maybe I kicked him during sleep and it woke him? Not sure. I can't control what I do when I sleep, like any other normal person. But anyways we decided to go and try to get back to sleep unfortunately I had to be in to work early in the morning and lets just say I was in a lot later then I expected.
We finally took the chance and went swimming on the shores of Radiant Garden. It wasn't bad, haven't been there in a while, just salt water doesn't do well with my hair. We could've went to a public pool but since it was late in the evening they'd be closing soon. It wasn't took cold either, so it was pretty nice got things off my mind.
Maybe its the uneasy calmness that worries me. But if you hold onto a chorus, you can get through the night.
- Zexion
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| Time gone by |
[ July 6th, 2008 | 2:25pm ] |
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Its been quiet.
Well aside from these Gates creatures ruining the peace but its been nothing too serious, yet. It seems everyone has gone to their way of life with a heart or without one. We can live just was equally even when we can be so different.
I went to Neverland the other night, met Xehanort there. He didn't find me this time, I called him out for a meeting. I had questions that needed to be answered, even though I was still left with some more new ones. I am starting to think that what its one of those conspiracy when they don't want you to know the whole thing and kill you when you do. So many parts are missing, not even pages could piece it together. If Xehanort and Xemnas joined again will their be another Keyblade War? Or has the past become just a story between Light and Dark? Moreover, what does Roxas have to do with it? But I suppose their could be more important issue that I could be ranting on about.I just don't like to be left hanging on questions because now they just wander my mind.
In other news, I've cut back on some of my hours at the clinic so I could do stuff at home. Ajax kinda ran away on me while I had the door open and trying to get the garbage ready to put out. Its not a bad thing if she gets out, there isn't really any where she could run off to but she can hide behind the plants. Luckily it seemed the neighbor had their door open, she got curious and decided to grace (terrorized) them with her appearance. No serious damage, I just took her back to the apartment and put here on her scratching post.
I'm getting the balcony done tomorrow and then the apartment will be complete. Not getting anything over size, just a small table set to give us something to sit on. Urgh..I'm starving and I think Ajax is too since she 's just there and staring at me, so we're going to go eat.
- Zexion
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| Drown out. |
[ June 28th, 2008 | 11:40pm ] |
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I got the Library finished, finally.
For the first half I had some help that Minato gave but he ended up fainting on me. He tried to help by using his own source of power and it wore him out. He probably would've argued to stay, but it was better for him to be in his own world then mine. So I finished up by myself.. A little more then I expected but its at least straight. Not that it'd matter much, I think the Worlds changing, slowly, but I can't predict what way it is going.
So, there seems to be another problem driving the people in the Worlds insane, Nightmares. Nightmares cause one to wake up in the middle of the sleep cycle and experience a negative emotion, such as fear. Bringing up suppressed memories and traumatic events.. Do the gates understand how this could affect the people? Alot of people are not as stable as it is ..Not that I care, it won't have much of an effect on me. I've gone through many nightmares, I don't think this spell of sleep could conjure up something worst, then my own illusions and machinery in my head.
Well all get effected differently, I suppose.
Because of this its been busy at the clinic as people are looking for a source of medications for their problems. Luckily I work more into the back then at the front counter anymore. I was only called up a couple times to deal with some situations..Its going to start getting out of hand.
Aye.
- Zexion
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| Lib..ra..ar..y!? |
[ June 19th, 2008 | 2:36am ] |
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OH. MY. GOD.
Wha-wha--What happen!?
AAAHH?!
x_X
- Zexion
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| Don't be Surprised. |
[ June 17th, 2008 | 12:58am ] |
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I hate when people compare me to my height ( I'm not that short. ¬¬ ).. You know its different when they're not being serious about it but still you shouldn't judge people. My cover will do a lot more damage to you than my pages would do in a life time.
But that isn't the fact, I went out to Traverse Town to look up on some things and I must have the worst luck cause Xehanort showed up again. OH wow, but I think he finally, out for the millionth time, got the point. Can't run all the time. Too bad his mouth was the only thing big on him. There isn't much to say, as the conversation didn't last long and rudely but all together I cam out in one piece. I'm not sure if I stumped him or he just got bored of me but he left without even saying a word.
So I'm not complaining.. I wonder if I can get peace now.
Maybe he's finally noticed his main focus again, which is Riku cause he's too coward to see Xemnas. I don't know where Riku is, I could careless. The closet we get is meeting on the same even line; whatever he does in his own life or whom he wants to protect is own business. Do I See him as a valuable alley? Truthfully, I do. Its hard to explain what my intentions were back in Oblivion, could've been prevented, but what is done is done. If Riku wants to keep the grudge then that is his choice, though, I am sure he has more important things. Riku can protect himself, I don't need to keep Xehanort from him to protect him and I never was.
The most I could do was give a warning and some advice, from there Sora and him were on their own. I just wanted to be left alone, wanted to be avoided anything that had to do with it, but things don't happen as you plan. Hopefully now it will end, that will make me happy.
I will rot as a Nobody if I want to, so screw you all~
Hardy Harhar~
- Zexion
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[ June 15th, 2008 | 12:50am ] |
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I bought chocolate milk today since I could and there really hasn’t been much going on, to have something to talk about… Well unless I talk about another adventure with Ajax 'cause I always have one of those whenever I’m left alone with her. However, I have started my week off, so I am sure there will be many more during the week.
Today I took her out for a walk. A short one since the weather was steaming today, so we just walked down to a Cafe and had drinks out on the patio. I expected the stares as she not really a dog but I think it was good for her to get out too…Even if she kept trying to chew through the leash…Haha! There's a reason why I got chain one. Ajax likes exploring and that’s all she really did was wander about as I window-shopped. I got her home in one piece and she didn't try to nip at any other dog like which is good. Then she went on her way and hid from my again. I swear when she hides, she's plotting my Death. How amusing…There is no doubt if she had longer legs to jump, I doubt I'd be able to sleep where I do without her lying in between or her hovering.
Nevertheless, that’s it…I just went out and bought some stuff and looked at prices for then to put out on the Balcony. I'm going to go see Mar and see if he could grow me some flowers that aren't going to kill us. I can't go out into a floral section in a store due to my sense of smell…It’s kinda too much at once.
That’s some plans I'm going to have to get too and surely will keep me busy.
- Zexion
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[ June 13th, 2008 | 2:18am ] |
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Traverse Town. Noun. One: A world of renegades. Two: A town of the civilian's that escaped complete Darkness and build a safe haven. Three...
I do not belong in that world, but I did go and stop by it.
Has it changed? Not really. The society stills shows grief as people come and go down the Dark streets. Will there ever be Light? Never. Their hearts are not open. Forever they will live in the shadows of what once was. Do we breath different? Hardly.
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I completed my appointment and met Minato there. He's different from these people. He sheds a sort of Light but oddly works with some Darkness. Hardly showed it, but my eyes cannot tell a lie in study and what he has told me, it comes off as such. I went and dropped off a couple books in hopes they'll do him some time to learn about these worlds and other things. Minato is not accustom to this sudden change, I wonder if his World became swallowed in the Dark? Wasn't my area to pry. Little is known between us.
Another time.
He is a good kid, there is a sense of innocence in his eyes even if its not there to believe. I gave him some leeway on his situation and I am sure he'll find a way to repay me. When we meet again. I have no doubt when I see him again he'll be well on his way; he is a very intelligent one.
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Urgh.. I feel crazy, I'm questioning and answering myself at the same time..Moreover, here, the self-replica just stares at me dumb-founded. The weeks been cramped and it feels like a couple days ago never happened even if the markings are my body. How do so many people run out of prescriptions in one week..At.The.Same. Time? It may be possible but I do need to take that week off..Mm.. Is that working too hard? Xigbar thinks I work too hard. I don't work too hard, I work to work standards........And maybe abit over.
Maybe next week, it’s looking good right now and then I can get some patio stuff in and fix some others up while spending time with Ajax. She shows her love for me by hissing and destroying my clothes.
Lovely.
- Zexion
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| Faking sick. |
[ June 10th, 2008 | 7:47pm ] |
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Oh.. I'm so sore and marked up.
Oddly every muscles in my body hurts but it felt so right.. I went and took a sick day off from work I wasn't dealing with people in this condition nor was I running around. It's not as bad as it was with trying to move in the morning and then finding my pants torn up, thanks to Ajax. It was expected, so I didn't bother to lecture her all day about it, I did leave them there; Besides I don't think she listens to me anyways.
No outrageous adventure today though..Ajax behaved while I was out doing some wash and then I went to talk with the super attendant on the lower floors about buying the apartment. We ended up dealing with wavering the rent this month and starting to own the apartment by next month, so we won't be paying at rent next month but ownership of the apartment. Of course, after I get Xigbar to sign the sheets.
Aa! I got the air to work, so now it is much more livable in the apartment. How? I went outside, onto the balcony and booted the air conditioning system. Thats right! And it worked. Probably been sitting for a bit but it will do us for awhile.. I am sure of it. Now we just have to wait until the Winter season to see if we have a problem with the heating. I think I'll set the balcony up with some chairs and a small table, so I can go out there and read when I'm at home like this. I like an apartment with big windows..As odd as it sounds for me. We have the Balcony doors (which are windows ) in the bedroom and then we have a bay window in the main room. I believe that is because the apartment unit is set on the back of side of the building not facing the inner city. Last thing that I want is to be worrying about the noise on the streets or just watching people all day. This spot gets more scenery and no noise.
If Ajax was good with me and didn't try to mock me all the time, I'd probably let her sit outside under my eye. But the last thing I need is for her to get curious and slip off the balcony..That would be bad. Even though, at times I get that urge to toss her off it as she destroys my things. Only a normal urge, I'd never act on it.. Cause I am sure she too has some death situations for me.
Hm.
I'm going to go relax, my muscles in a bath.
- Zexion
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| Hot weather |
[ June 8th, 2008 | 2:40am ] |
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Wow... I don't remember Radiant Garden soaring to such high temperatures at this time of year. This could because I've been so use to Hallow Bastion and The World That Never Was…And Oblivion..All very much cold worlds..Not much sun and forecasts.. However, Radiant Garden has started its summer and I've gone n’ broke the central air. I'm horrible at mechanics..Though, I can pull some good equations together, not that it would help the situation..But I didn't expect the apartment to be as perfect as it looked. Guess what, I'm also the one that broke the dishwasher..Huh..funny how that worked out. But Xigbar's going to check it out when he has the time, we have fans and they're doing a pretty good job keeping the apartment temperature at ease.
I spoke with Xigbar and we agreed to purchase the apartment, I'm going to go get the papers tomorrow for signing from the lead attendant..While dropping off this months rent; the last rent we'll be paying.
I think I'm going to take a week off work, I have some things to do between the Worlds, which is getting tiring with trying to put them on top of each other. I need to go back to the Castle and do what I need to be done there without cramming in a few hours and then going to work back in Radiant Garden for another eight hours. Its one of the reason why I haven't even had them time to stop by Xigbars shop to see it.. The time I was there I only got to see the counter. It wasn't bad but still, I'd said I'd show up to actually see it.
I will in time.
- Zexion
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| Abit of Eveyrthing. |
[ June 6th, 2008 | 1:28am ] |
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Its been one hell of a busy Week.
Xaldin help me get it done and now we have the apartment filled with the last bits of furniture. We have power tools..I didn't know, but Xigbar and I put the futon together and got rid of the old couch. That poor old couch..It know rests beside the Garbage bin waiting for the truck to pick it up. Aw, Xigbar misses it so much. Nevertheless, the futons soo~much better with the memory foam cushions..Well its a mattress but it durable to turn into a cushion then flatten back out as a mattress. The futon has a black steel frame but it comes with a cherry wood to cover the framework. It goes so nice with the walls and really soothing and has no bounce-- you just sink into it as it conforms.
A took a cabinet from Xigbar's room that held his stereo to put into the apartment as it was easier to push into place then get Xaldin to drag it. Its in the Corner near the bay window in the main room because it was easier to hide the cords away from Ajax and it was near a plug. Xigbar will have to sort out how he wants to put all his musical casings. In which I am pretty sure he'll just shove them all together and I'll get bored one day and rearranged them in alphabetical order. I got my bookshelf filled and the file cabinets in the bottom of it works wonders.
Ajax, doesn't like the wood, so she won't crawl or chew on it, Xigbar thinks its because it'd to hard for her. Doesn't matter to me, its going to be safe. And with the form, he nails won't terribly puncture it..Just the fabric of the cushions will be torn..Luckily they are cheaply recoverable. Ajax, seemed to like Xaldin as well so maybe its just me being her arrival ?..You know if we got a male, we'd all be fighting over dominance, so its good we got Ajax when we could..Even if she's a little possessive.
Now its starting to feel like home..No more white walls..Though its going to be hard for me to yell at Xigbar for putting foot prints on the ceiling without being able to see them. HmMm..He's getting better with the use of his element and with out the Darkness. He's landing more elegantly.. Then just thudding onto the ground. I'm a bit impressed as I see it is now possible. Not prefect yet, but I know he will be soon. However, taking care of the finical part of the apartment, I'd like to buy the apartment than paying rent every month as we've basically made it our own. I'll bring it up to Xigbar later tonight or something..Maybe he's after he's done 'moping' about the couch. Eh heh.
Now, I just have to catch up with Vexen and I've basically made all my late appointments. Oh and I have to do some shopping..Any one want to join me excluding Marluxia? Oddly, I have a feeling he'd be wanting to join me anyways. Why is he always up for shopping?
Anyways, I'm off to rest..Plus my laptop battery is almost dead...Urgh.
- Zexion
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| Another one |
[ June 1st, 2008 | 12:51am ] |
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I'm feeling abit better, I stayed home today and I'll be home tomorrow as well. I think Tomorrow I'll go find Xaldin and we'll finally get this moving done. Xigbar finished up the main room and it came out better then I imagined. Better then white..Anything was better then white. Now we're just going to work on the futon and I've planned to put the bookshelf in the bedroom. I keep my files in there anyways and I can pick the bookshelf with the bottom drawers in, that is a personnel file cabinet. That will leave room for a stand in the Main room for the stereo system and areas where he can stick the CD's ..And other stuff.
If my calculations were right , moving the dresser to the space beside the bedroom door and putting my bookshelf in its spot, will work out perfect. I made it so it wouldn't be too crowded and we'd have to decided what things to get rid off. Ajax has her corner in the Main room where she can hide under the sweater and climb on the four level tree thing we're getting her. I have high hopes that she'll keep her scratching then around the room.. I see why they keep all lizards into an aquarium.. They climb on everything.. But that was our own decision.
She wasn't bad today..Expect for the fact that she must've climbed into the laundry basket when I threw her sweater in there and the rest of our stuff ontop. Yea.. I ended up taking her to the laundry mat.. She didn't stay hidden long, once I put the basket down her head popped out, nearly giving me a heart attack. She doesn't like me touching her stuff..Or anything. Just feeding her. But I left her in there, cause she wasn't doing anything wrong and as she stayed under the pile, no one was going to freak out.
That didn't last long..
I suppose her tail was handing out one of the hold sin the basket and someone tugged on it. I wasn't sure whom because I was putting a load in the dryer when the wave of screaming started happening. Ajax had gotten out of the basket and was hissing at the crowd of people that tried to get near her. I don't blame Ajax, I wouldn't like some inconsiderate - nosy- person tugging on my tail either. You know, if you scream at her , it isn't going to make her go away..God people are so stupid nowadays. Luckily her sweater just came out and I threw it over her before picking her up and putting her back in the basket. At least the row of washers and dryers were all empty on both sides of me now. Got the loads done faster and Ajax took my favor by staying in the basket and not wandering off all over the place.. Nor did she ruin any clothes just stayed under the sweater I left on the bottom.
That was the highlight of my day and I got her home safely. Now I'm going to get some aspirin and take a rest.
- Zexion
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| Remember |
[ May 31st, 2008 | 1:03am ] |
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I went by a Antique shop in Radiant Garden earlier today but didn't go into it as I was on my lunch. After work, I stopped by it and went inside. So much memories. This merchandise must've been what was left in the rumble, in the building. Writings, pictures, and terrors in every corner in the store. The clerk came over to me, I suppose to ask if I needed anything, but before I snapped at him a book caught my eye. Delicately old..How many years has it been? There's a chapter I've lost and there's a prison I've built out of lies. This present Radiant Garden will never be the same world that I grew up in but to see that this stuff was still in Hallow Bastion, in the darkness sent my mind in a twist.
The clerk tried to explain about these things like he knew there purpose. He knew nothing.. No one knows how brightly Radiant Garden use to shine, what the lives use to be like or the History behind it. Only rumors and tales. That is all he knew. I took the book though and a snow globe. I can still image the gift store that use to sell them.
Afterwards, of getting my composure back I went out and did some shopping. With two main carnivores in the apartment then frozen meat supply goes down pretty fast. Not that we're completely empty..But its good to stock up before its forgotten totally. I had to go pick up some more Vegetables and Fruits anyways.. The market is wonderful for there fresh foods. I've befriended some of the farmers and their wives there, it makes my day go easier as they already know what I came for and usually have it freshly packed.
I'll go back to the Castle later to speak with Vexen. I fear we have lost Lexeaus and I hope it wasn't over our last chatting session..He seemed to become very distance after it. I just wish he would've told me something..Anything would've been fine. I know, he finds himself as a protector of me, but he wouldn't go out and do something drastic would he?
..Would he?
- Zexion
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| Sneezingsydrome |
[ May 27th, 2008 | 12:48am ] |
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GOD Damnit!
There is a chemical imbalance of pollen in the Underground and its destroying my brain cells. Every 0.5 seconds a brain cells dies from sternutation! I have been reduced to wearing a mask..Which is only lessoning the possibility of me sneezing. I need to find Marluxia to get him out of the Castle..Or he has to return to the upper levels and grow plant life. I can't work in these conditions..Starting to get dizzy. The pollen is in everything... Soft fabrics, table tops, in the crawls paces of the Underground, paeticle sin the air which have now gotten into our hair and clothes...In the Lab we work in. Urgh.
If he's here for Vexen then they should really just see each other outside the castle where walking-skyscraper plants can't be developed. Sigh. All this sneezing has given me a fricken head ache and there's no ventilation down here to get rid of it..I'm going home soon anyways..I just want to finish this report.
Xaldin, I want to meet this week so I can get some help with some stuff. Get back to me on what days are open for you?
- Zexion
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| Ramble |
[ May 25th, 2008 | 3:03am ] |
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Its quiet as usual.
Much hasn't been going on. I look around the World that Never Was and see it falling apart. Nothing is the same any more, soon enough there won't be enough darkness to keep this world breathing. We made this world and as each of us leave we take a piece with us. Little by little the world will become Oblivion. I still think about Oblivion..The Castle was small, I understand as we built a much bigger one, but now we just need a smaller new. No one cares for this world anymore and so it will be vanish into the Darkness..And we will loose it him. When there is too much Dark in the Light it becomes off balance and disrupts the system.
In other news, everything is fine back in Radiant Garden. I took Ajax to the vet a couple days ago, haven't seen her since. I don't know if thats a good thing.. or bad thing..But the vet found her healthy, which is good. We decided on getting a futon, cherry wood lattice frame. Expensive? Doesn't matter. I just have picky taste. And we are going green with the room so it'll look just as good. For the cushion, probably a black or maroon memory foam thing. Its comfy and durable to be transformed from a couch to a bed; if needed..
God I am so tired, so I think that is all I can type tonight..
- Zexion
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[ May 16th, 2008 | 11:44pm ] |
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Contained...For now.
I suppose my last entries aren't been so pleasant and there were many sought out reasons for that. Its been really a couple stressful days.. With Xehanort and then killer plants, I'm so not cut out for those things. Seriously..But whom is going to do it? Its not a hard answer..Pretty simply as there isn't much people in the castle to pick out from. I know, I should leave it and not give concern into those matters but it is still my place of study and I don't approve of plant life hanging off and tearing through my books.
But no one would hear our screams. There's a page we fail to meet.
Works been busy, due to the allergy season hitting mid point this year and with the nice weather, a lot of prescription and therapy are for the active ones. Works hired a new person for the clinic.. Supposedly we needed another assistant doctor and he keeps creepily staring at me. I'm assistant myself, as I didn't want to fill a doctors position and have ungrounded hours for the rest of my life. But the clinic not really that busy. Its just enough to keep you from getting easily bored.
As the problem in the castle is contain with a few medications I gave Mar, I'm going to try and stay in Radiant Garden for awhile. Then next week I'll go back to the Castle with Xaldin and we'll move some stuff into the apartment. Then all the apartment will need is a couch and food. I need to go grocery shopping to night..Unless Xigbar has gone and did it. He's been busy with the shop, so thats a little doubtful..Not in a bad way, he's enjoying himself.
Maybe I'll do some small cleaning tomorrow to, since Ajax has lost interest in the use-to-be couch and we can finally get it out of the apartment..Or at least clean it up and down size the fluff.. Heh.
- Zexion
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| Running off topic |
[ May 15th, 2008 | 12:41am ] |
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You know, I was hoping not to return back to the castle for a bit..After the Xehanort thing..But after having my head clear, I just remember that I have to still get the last things from the Castle. I should really get it as soon as possible, been pushing it off for some long..And it'll never get to the apartment. It needs to get to the apartment..Trust me. We've decided to look into a new couch soon..Which is good. IF we were on the bottom floor and you looked into our window you'd thing that we invented snow..For the inside. Yes, brilliant. Luckily, we're not on the ground floor but in the mid section of the apartments. Nice view.
I don't know where my next stop is..I want to go out to Twilight Town but I don't know how many times Xigbar has told me, but I am sure it has been a few..Though I shouldn't go alone, I am not only unstable in this state of mind but oddly, I think Xehanort is hiding in the crawl spaces..We SHOULD really clean them out. He is being an annoyance Xemnas.. Will someone do something? ...
Ahem..Got off topic..
But yea.. I need to go to Twilight Town and then Atlantica.
OH and to fill my day, I spoke with Marluxia and due to his weakening in the Castle..We have Plant problem downstairs. A PLANT, problem..!? Xemnas we made need a Young Priest, an Old Priest and maybe a Witch doctor just to be sure-- Oh and there's an issue with the ceiling in the kitchen.. I just thought I make you aware..Not that you actually do anything about these situ--..Forget about that.
Those aren't fly catchers...THOSE can't be fly catchers!?
And before I leave this sour note, Riku I think we should meet again when I get done here..Which may be awhile..But meet again?
- Zexion
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| Heachache |
[ May 13th, 2008 | 11:40pm ] |
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I'm not going to talk about it as its the same crap like it always has. Though this time not as much damage, just a headache from his annoyance. But it seems like it isn't going to end...Which is making me much more prepared, so I guess thats a good sign.
I was hoping to leave something more cheerful but it doesn't seem like that this is going to be too cheerful ..My mood was killed when he showed up basically on our front door step. Urgh.. Well actually not like the castles that secure anymore..So I suppose he can now go and leave as he pleases..Yey.
There is only like.. Four people in the bloody castle including one, which is me, cause I am in and out all the time. But still..That doesn't give it much security.. And at most the Castle is falling apart.. I walked outside the other day and a slab of roof fell off one of its wonky sides and then a whole bunch after that. Seriously, whos bright idea was it to get the Dusk to build these things.. Why would things that have no form build things with form? This is Not even geometrically proper... But an upgrade from Castle Oblivions design..Don't get me started on that.. You can tell that we got giant genius's in this organization.
I don't know why I'm complaining about it , I don't really care, I just feel like complaining about something.
-headdesk-
- Zexion
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| Shopping. |
[ May 12th, 2008 | 12:16am ] |
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Mm..
So,unfortunately Xigbar did remember and we did actually go out to shop for 'color'..Yey me. Urgh.. It was horrid.. We went to the store where I bought some of my work pants and to my luck they had color. Color...It just hasn't been my week..
Then he tried to stick purple on me.. Which wasn't to bad.. I mean it was a struggle, there was no way in hell that I was wearing any such color..Same with the others, though the red wasn't bad and lets just said we ran into a compromise by the end of the struggle. However.. The employees are pretty annoying when knocking on the door..You know if we needed their help we would've asked..Eh heh, Xigbar had it all under control , as I remember it.
I remember it very well.
Oh!-- Anyways..We came to the compromise of just finding color blouses as I'm not much of a T-shirt person. We'd have to find another clothing store cause I don't think they want us back there..Not that it matters, you can buy black pants from any clothing store and all there pants were good for was Ajax.. She loved to tare them up.
Still have some shopping to do..Probably get some take out for dinner as wed be too tired to well..uhh cook? I suppose shopping can do that to you.
Nem..I'll keep you updated at how Stubborn Color and I can be?
- Zexion
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